We have been having a gentle ease into autumn with just one overnight frost so far and temperatures reaching into the double digits most days. We did have a terrific thunder and lightening storm the other day that brought unique clouds overhead looking like something AI generated. These are called Asperitas clouds. Even the clouds are fancier these days. I only ever knew of Cirrus and Cumulus clouds growing up.
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| Cindy Broderick photo |
From a thrift store...An old needlepoint piece- date says 1992, worked from a kit many years ago. This would make a great cushion.
I've continued slow stitching the Autumn Quakers design...lots of acorns in this piece and all fun to stitch. That leaf is going to have to come out...I don't like how my threads worked with the called for. Come to think of it, I'm not fussy about that right petal? and how the yellows turned out either. Up very close like this, you can see the 28 ct. Cashel linen has a faint mottled effect which suits an Autumn design.
I moved my outside plants back in and have them all comfy for the winter months. They are sitting in the very large dining area tall window. Speaking of plants, there is still bloom to be found outside. Like the Spirea which is so long lasting. Aren't these pinks pretty!
Last post, I mentioned feeling low. I actually went a little lower after writing about it but am now feeling a bit better. Hard to fit on a scale but have to say I'm getting through that foggy, mopey feeling. I appreciate all your suggestions of what I could do...all of them brilliant. They had a positive effect on me too as it is good to know others have felt similarly...and it is not selfish to feel sad when everything is going more or less well and you know you have it a lot better off than other folks have it. That last bit really applies to my thinking. No it is not my thyroid for those who helpfully suggested that which is something I would not have thought of. 
I have experienced a lot of loss (but no more than many, many folks have withstood) and my 3 am thinking sometimes takes me there to those moments. It seems to be a requirement of this brain of mine that I periodically review these old things plus add fresh worry for my family, often in the middle of the night...I sincerely wish all that would leave me alone.
But as my doctor said, we wouldn't be human if horrible events, those personal and even those far away from us, didn't make us feel somber and even sad at times. So still wallowing a little here, big sigh.
Thank you all for writing to me, wishing me well, commiserating and offering so many wonderful suggestions too. 💗
Those clouds are incredible and just a tiny bit scary looking too.
ReplyDeleteI agree that the needlepoint piece would make a beautiful pillow - lucky score at the thriftie!
Glad you're feeling somewhat better. I haven't gone back to read the previous comments and don't know if anyone suggested (probably they did) a 'happy light'? I use one and I think it really helps.
And btw, if I'm MIA with comments for a couple of weeks, we're flying out to visit family in BC tomorrow. Didn't want you to wonder where I was!
lovely needlework all around...i have a tendency to ruminate as well but put on some distracting music...it's a human frailty....love the picture...lol
ReplyDeleteSo glad you are back with us. I have been experiencing the same thing these last couple of months. Please know you haven't been alone. To brighter days ahead, amen,
ReplyDeleteJocelyn, you are a beautiful person. From the way you share your artful projects to walks in the woods that reveal Nature's wonders to Ned pics and now your emotional turmoils -- thank you.
ReplyDeleteKeep your chin up.
ReplyDeleteI think that 3 am thinking affects many of us, and it's so hard to get out of that cycle. For me, it used to be stressing out over things at school with students, but since retirement it is worries over family members, just like you said. Your Crabapple Hill fall embroidery is beautiful! And so is the Autumn Quakers piece - hope you get that leaf more to your liking. Wishing you a beautiful fall day, Jocelyn!
ReplyDeleteTo not be moved or not to care would show a cold heart, yours is so warm and caring. That piece of stitching, a lot of handwork there, and yours is coming along beautifully. A frost, down here we are easing into spring , although next week a cold spell will mean overnight temps will be very low, down to 3C in some places.
ReplyDeleteThose clouds are magnificent. I've never heard of Asperitas clouds either. You found some lovely projects while moving your sewing room. I hope you are feeling much better!
ReplyDeleteyour stitching is all so pretty. I am working on my porch plants today and tomorrow bringing them inside. I have half of them done and will do the rest tomorrow. No major cold day as of yet but next week nights will be in the lower 40 's and maybe edge down into the 30's so it was time to get busy and get it done.
ReplyDeleteHi Jocelyn, it's nice to see your blog again. I'm sorry that you are still feeling a bit low, but you know that your blogger friends are sending good wishes, and no doubt a few handy hints to you. It is Spring here, lots if lovely blossoms, so that is very uplifting. I do like your Autumn stitchery, I have stitched a similar one from that company too and enjoy hanging it up in the season.
ReplyDeleteLove all your Autumnal pieces and stitching. The tapestry is so vibrant! It's a soggy old rainy day here on my part of the world but the garden is very happy. I fully commiserate with the 3 am dark thoughts. I am glad you are feeling somewhat better. Take care xx
ReplyDeleteWhat stunning and unusual cloud formations. You are bringing your plants in as we are starting to plant our frost sensitive veges and flowers, although they are still getting covered each night in case of frost. I just love that autumnal needlepoint. I hope you do something with it to let it shine. I understand about the leaf in your across stitch, but had to have a couple of looks before I worked out which petal you weren’t happy with. I think it looks fine and won’t be noticed as more elements are added. I’m pleased to hear that you seem to be on the gradual improvement in your mood. Don’t beat yourself up and be gentle with yourself.
ReplyDeleteI love clouds and pride myself on knowing their names, but I have not heard of Asperitas clouds - they are wildly beautiful! Your crayon work and stitching on that autumn piece is gorgeous. Love the thrifted needlepoint! Scenes like that one are dear to me.
ReplyDeleteSo glad to read that you are feeling somewhat better. I need to go back and read the suggestions for feeling low! I am a bit better but still not myself. My clever husband would say "then who are you?" ;)
Good morning! ☀️ Somehow not all of your posts have been coming through. I am glad to find them! I’m sorry you’re not feeling too well and in the doldrums! I have them as well. It often hurts so much when hard , sad memories come to mind and I understand that feeling. I donthave a remedy either 😣. I do try and do something different, think on different things, fix a favorite meal, watch a favorite movie….and pray. You are in my prayers 🥰
ReplyDeleteSuch dramatic clouds! Great thrift store find!
ReplyDeleteThose clouds are pretty cool! Pretty needlework all around. What is up with the 3am brain?? Panic or anxiety or picking over something I've done 30 years ago. Why are we built that way?!? Being better off doesn't make your feelings any less legit than anyone else. It's weird how odd or "small" things can put one into a tailspin. Hang in there - I hope things brighten up for you.
ReplyDeleteJocelyn, my wake-up time for anxious thoughts is about 4:30 a.m. I go to the bathroom and get back in bed wishing to go back to sleep, but instead my stubborn brain jumps to the 3 or 4 anxiety-producing subjects that will plague me for the next two hours when I will get up and get busy with the morning routine. It is so frustrating. Right now I can focus on the poor people of Florida and North Carolina and all the states devastated by hurricanes Helene and Milton. Here in central Texas we are having warm, clear days with cooler mornings but no real hint of fall. I feel blessed not to have to be facing the destruction and loss and cleanup facing those poor residents. I look forward to each of your blogs. Know that you have a friendly reader here in Texas!
ReplyDeleteAwe, I wish we lived closer. I relate to your words, and love your kind approach. I miss you. Love the meme at the end and your flowers and stitching, and you
ReplyDeleteLeeAnna
So glad to see you're back! I love the projects you're working on. They're gorgeous! It sounds like you're feeling better. I know what you mean about those 3am musings. It's best to try to sleep if you can.
ReplyDeleteBeautiful needlework. It's ok to get the blues or out of whack as I think it's a cycle we all go through. Who can be up beat 24/7? Just step back and regroup. I find walking helps me or start a new project. You are in control of your thinking. I love how you write. Very soothing.
ReplyDeleteJocelyn - love the autumn pieces you shared from your sewing room - I favor fall colors SO MUCH! Glad you are feeling a little better. Sometimes the only antidote is time ....
ReplyDeleteI am glad that you are feeling a bit less down. My bad season is usually the middle of winter when one can not get out as much. I love those autumn pieces that you found and shared with all of us.
ReplyDeleteGod bless.